;; in the rain _ *
as i walk alone in the cold rain,
my mind drifted away to the past.
to what we used to be
to the secrets we used to share.
how i wish you were here with me,
sharing the umbrella
in this lonely yet cold night.
whispering sweet things in my ear
i miss you so much.
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006
today is a good day . i tried my best to smile whole day and i did . because today is a special day for everyone except me . and i want to tell you all i love you guys . and i hope to be there for you all always . LOVE , me . =]
today woke up at 630 . with all my homework undone , i went to school . distributed chocolates and lollipops to alot of people .
yingping , dinah , lydia , mandy , jinger , enxin , larissa , junda , terry , junrong , benjamin , violet , choonhan , kaixian , jiarong , benson , weiren , kaiyuan , huiwen , poixin , ashley , huiling , simin , elaine , yanping , semantha , lex .
those who i forgot to give . i'm sorry take from me tomorrow . i think i will go and buy bahhs =D
peiyee , pearl , belle , jj , aloysius . sorry guys .
well had lessons and stuffs . was damn tired . but managed to smile .
during geography i was so fucking tired until want sleep . then jj called and the vibration was so big then i xia dao . and my phone was in the pencil case , damn loud =x then i off vibration . then ashley smsed jiarong "so lame..." then jiraong forward to me ! STUPID CAN ?! they 2 sit together infront of me only and still sms . then i sms weiren . he also xia dao by my sms . =x lalalas ~ then crap crap crap until lesson end .
today math lesson was fun . argued alot with mdm nora . she damn nice =x she teach us until blur diao . hahas . damn cute lah ! then she made us sit in groups and i was assigned as leader for my group and i was so pathetic to have WEIREN AND TECKHWEE in my group =x hahas . luckily got fiona . then teckhwee keep want to sit with me because he wants weiren to sit with fiona . in the end i sat with fiona and mdm nora say cannot . i must sit with one of them . then mdm nora asked teckhwee moved up to sit with fiona . then weiren keep laughing at teckhwee . LOL .
oh yah today i damn strange just keep looking at elaine and laugh at her .
somemore at FT period . teacher talked about IPP things . people assigned for what . and i got nothing to do . and somemore at the end teacher write OTHER PUPILS ARE TO KEEP QUIET AND STAY COOL . then i look at elaine . she showed me the seven handsign . DAMN FUNNY she asked be to be COOL and put the handsign . LOL !
after school got dance . dont know why . i just keep smiling for practically no reason . i just look left got kaiyuan and i smiled . then look right at lydia then i smiled . then look up at pearl and i smiled . for no reason ! they never say anything and i smiled . then during whole dance i keep laughing and smiling . until almost end where i became very tired .
tomorrow got dance worh ! and i never do any chinese homework worh ! and i am tired le worh !
i miss everyone ! =]
should i continue to smile ? i am tired le . maybe i should rest .
i want to see the bpians <3
10:56 PM
alone in the rain;
][x loner * ;;
- ` szeling
- ` 13 ; 20 march
- ` female ; pisces
- ` loner ; single
- ` dancer ; student
- ` emotional ; ugly
- ` lame ; crappy
- ` noisy ; loud
- ` weird ; strange
- ` wild ; irritating
beloved things
][ stars
][ lollipops ; candy canes
][ mentos ; m & m
][ movies ; songs
][ handphone ; computer
hatred
_* backstabbers ; betrayers
_* liars ; ACBC
