;; in the rain _ *
as i walk alone in the cold rain,
my mind drifted away to the past.
to what we used to be
to the secrets we used to share.
how i wish you were here with me,
sharing the umbrella
in this lonely yet cold night.
whispering sweet things in my ear
i miss you so much.
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Wednesday, January 18, 2006
went camp and can say IT SUCKED . hais . got sicker than before .
1st day . assembled at parade square and waited until dont know how long . SO SIAN CAN ?! then in bus was screaming like hell . HYPER WITH MY CLASS . whatever . cant remember what we did .
then reached there , damn hot can ! see my group also sian . hais WHERE IS MY GANG ! =( then what split to groups and go do flag and know each other . DAMN LAME CAN ?! then went to pitch tent i think . i shared tent with lydia shirlmin shili shuhui and BAOBEI ENXIN !! well , jj and aloysius is SO DAMN FAR cause ours is like the ENDDDD of the whole tents ! whatever ! then lunch ? or what . i dont know lahs ! just that the TENT SITE IS SO DAMN FAR FROM THE ASSEMBLE PLACE CAN ?! then what stupid team games . then dinner i think . after that learn songs and that instructor got fucking pissed off by us and scolded us . then proceed to night trust walk . damn stupid . NOT AT ALL FUN . i rather sleep . man , then shower . STUPID PEOPLE TAKE SO LONG CAN ?! then went to sleep . WITH CENTIPEDES ANTS SPIDERS MILLIPEDES FLY FLEA FROGS TOADS CATERPILLAR . IMAGINE ONE JUST DROP INTO YOUR MOUTH WHEN YOU'RE SLEEPING ! EEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWW . disgusting can ! then conference for awhile then went to sleep . i couldnt get to sleep cause was coughing like hell . because i drank TAP WATER . hais . every 15 minutes i wake up and cough so badly then went to sleep . it was damn squeezy and difficult to sleep cause you cant imagine who you're sleeping with . maybe while you're sleeping a frog kiss you . ARGHS EVERYTHING IS SO ERXIN !!
then second day . ate breakfast then started the rock wall all that . i was coughing until want die liao . until i cannot tahan . i went to find teacher and i just cried lahs . so xinku can ?! i damn damn want to go home . hais . then rested at the chalet there . the place GOOD . can sleep whole day . well , i sat there from 9+ all the way to 5+ my lunch was vegeterian food . =.= then ate dinner . prepare for campfire and everything . everyone was hyper during campfire except me . felt so dead . then went for debrief and everything . went to sleep at the wooden chalet . so much nicer . but i woke up every 30 minutes because of my cough . it's so small and 40 people need to fit in =.=
third day was horrible . I AM SO FREAING SICK . everyone said my face looks white . we had breakfast and i had NO APPETITE . so didnt eat . then was to go back and pack stuffs . i just squeezed everything inside and rested . they helped to unpitch tent and i didnt do much . then walked back to the place to assemble . then got one instructor keep telling me WALK FASTER . YOUR GROUP IS SO INFRONT . DONT BE SO DEAD ! WAHS LAOS ! I AM ALREADY SO DEAD , HOW TO DONT BE SO DEAD ! MANS !! then we went debrief , area cleaning . we were supposed to clean ONE CUBICLE OF THE TOILET . they did and i didnt do anything . then waited for the bus and we keep squatting . and i squat until my legs numb diaos . then we went back school . i think i sick until gong gong . because i got no coins then i just put the 2 bucks for the bus . =.=
went home bathed then i slept until 3 . woke up then went to see doctor .
WOOTS !! I FEEL BETTER .
I GOT FLU FEVER SORETHROAT AND COUGH !! so damn sick can ?!
i am so kelian =x
6:38 PM
alone in the rain;
][x loner * ;;
- ` szeling
- ` 13 ; 20 march
- ` female ; pisces
- ` loner ; single
- ` dancer ; student
- ` emotional ; ugly
- ` lame ; crappy
- ` noisy ; loud
- ` weird ; strange
- ` wild ; irritating
beloved things
][ stars
][ lollipops ; candy canes
][ mentos ; m & m
][ movies ; songs
][ handphone ; computer
hatred
_* backstabbers ; betrayers
_* liars ; ACBC
