;; in the rain _ *
as i walk alone in the cold rain,
my mind drifted away to the past.
to what we used to be
to the secrets we used to share.
how i wish you were here with me,
sharing the umbrella
in this lonely yet cold night.
whispering sweet things in my ear
i miss you so much.
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Tuesday, January 03, 2006
today is a normal day i think . just that need to wake up earlier and sleep earlier and need to go school with school uniform .
well , early morning went to meet gang at bus stop because some stupid people [ jinger ] said want to meet at playground but she walk walk walk then over shot to gate =.=
went in school , i was looking around to see anyone from my old school that i know . i saw this girl , that i seen before at friendster , she is now in 1/2 i think . then we stood at first floor with secondary ones around us . we look like them .
then went up the hall , jinger and me were standing at the places where sec 2`05 used to sit . laughing at enxin they all who were standing at places where sec 1`05 used to sit . diaos , then look at the cards in front we realised we are supposed to sit at the place enxin is standing =.=
then after national anthem , mrs singh was introducing the new principal . the new principal crapped a lot . saying we are the RI of the north . RETARDED IDIOTS of the north ? haiyahh then she crapped what SEA GAMES thing . SO INTERESTINg =.=
then went back class , my form teacher is mrs tee . i dont think i like her . she doesnt scold us but her lesson very boring . she tried to make it interesting , but she failed . SO DAMN BADLY .
we suffered 2 periods of boredom then finally recess . aloysius was going around trying to be FRIENDLY to the sec 1 by saying NICE TO MEET YOU ! and trying to shake hands with them . well , there's this girl sitting behind us . and i talked to her and asked for name . HER NAME IS XINTING , SHE IS FROM EVERGREEN PRIMARY .
then i suffered another period of boredom then is mdm nora's lesson . she was telling us about the portfolio . i thought of asking poixin to lend me hers for reference . then think better to do myself .
then we suffered one more period of boredom because it was mrs tee class again . and she taught us SCIENCE which i wasnt even listening to her lesson . sms ing enxin about how bored i am .
then is mrs yeo's class . i love her damn much . she let us play and talk in the class for that WHOLE PERIOD . love her damn damn damn much !!
after school went for some freaking meeting that took me 15+ min . so pissed , the teachers were wasting time by discussing there . they should've done it before asking us to go meeting mah !
was supposed to meet apple they all but they never wait for me . then i took bus with poixin they all and alighted at cwp . saw enxin they all , so went to eat yoshinoya with them . thanks guys . then apple they all came to find me . being so kind , i gave her a pudding .
then everyone left , left me enxin and jinger . wanted to buy a keychain for my pencil case . but couldnt find any . then jinger left . i went to buy lollipops and was about to walk enxin home .
there's this guy , i think called ben . told us to pass ken's uniform to him . then he said he couldnt go in cause he was wearing home clothes . then we helped him norhhs .
on the way to school , at the gate there . we saw BB training . then we saw benjamin , then we said too loud he used his eyes and looked at us [ side way ] then he was scolded i think . SORRY BENJAMIN . then we went to the hall and passed to ken his stuffs .
was going to enxin's house , saw junda . then we wanted to book the pool table , available at end of this week only . hmmmp ! then we talked with that person . she told me about christianity thing and the narnia . then she showed us the pool table . told us about the coming events . then we left and i went to enxin's house . used computer , slept awhile , used computer , watch tv , read magazine , eat then went home .
yingping . i want to thank you for sitting beside me and crapping with me . THANKS lots !! i love you alot . want to see you happier okie ? i will always be there for you de . although you wont tell me anything , but you can always come to me if you want . muacks !
enxin . you looked sad . i have no idea why and dont know how to help you . well , be happier , remember no matter what happen , i wont leave you . you always hide everything to yourself , stuffing everything to yourself , but dont forget you can share with me . i love you baobei .
lex . be happy and i will be . take care of yourself . you must be happy with the people you hang out with and not just make people happy . actually i think they will be happier if you are happy . well , i think you will be enjoying with your new clique of friends . i am happy for you .
well , this year will be tough for me cause i will stress myself to study . wish me good luck bahhs .
9:03 PM
alone in the rain;
][x loner * ;;
- ` szeling
- ` 13 ; 20 march
- ` female ; pisces
- ` loner ; single
- ` dancer ; student
- ` emotional ; ugly
- ` lame ; crappy
- ` noisy ; loud
- ` weird ; strange
- ` wild ; irritating
beloved things
][ stars
][ lollipops ; candy canes
][ mentos ; m & m
][ movies ; songs
][ handphone ; computer
hatred
_* backstabbers ; betrayers
_* liars ; ACBC