Friday, January 27, 2006
let me try to type out today as fast as possible before i cry for the post you've written .
today reached school at 6.10 . changed make up and everything . then danced . it wasnt as nice as wednesday , that's all i know . then watched the rest and ZUYOU is damn cute can ?! then went to causeway with gang + yingping . went foodcourt for lunch . then went to buy movie tickets . then went arcade . got chased out . then went to sixth floor and i slept . then wake up got chased . then went cinema . waited awhile . then went to watch movie . i not stupid too . not bad lahhs . just abit too touching . i cried until . aiyahhs . almost everyone cried . then went to walk around . then went kfc with jj jinger then junda came cause he forgot to bring keys . then we went arcade again and went to buy bubble tea . then went home .
okie .
i love my dance .
all this while i have been dancing almost daily . and the result is TODAY . it was not bad i can say . overall we really improved alot .
but another sad thing is that , i lost my gang .
not lost , but aint close .
whe i go out with you all , i have no idea what to say . there's practically nothing . it will be some talking about gunz , co , your classmates , and others that i dont know . i know you've been trying to cheer me up . but i cant . because i feel so far from you all . i know i am the one who is isolating from you all . it's all my fault . but i cant help it . i'm sorry . i dont know what to do , all i know is i need to apologize to you . hais.
6:59 PM
alone in the rain;