;; in the rain _ *
as i walk alone in the cold rain,
my mind drifted away to the past.
to what we used to be
to the secrets we used to share.
how i wish you were here with me,
sharing the umbrella
in this lonely yet cold night.
whispering sweet things in my ear
i miss you so much.
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Tuesday, January 24, 2006
havent been updating . sorry man .
sunday . ponned dance cause too tired . watched tv andd stuffs cause dont feel like doing math portfolio although i was supposed to chiong finish it by monday . whatever ! then i slept at 9 , woke up at 3 to do the maath portfolio . in the end cannot finish .
monday . went school . mdm nora extend one day for us to finish our portfolio . oh yahh . when going for music lesson , stupid teckhwee was copying the DA PAI way that i walked . then i just slapped his chest like what i always do to aloysius . then he use his pencil case to hit my hands loh . NABEI , i think my thumb sprained or something now still hurts . WAH DAMN LAHS . then during assembly , dont know what teacher lahs ask us without handbooks must share [ our bags were in class ] then beside me is violet mah . then i share with her . then they were talking about offences . then violet and me was playing around like HORHOR YOUR SKIRT NEVER TOUCH KNEE CAP , then i will pull my skirt all those stupid things lah . then my form tecaher see liao not happy pull me to sit behind lydia . then i just sleep norh . wah lao it's not as if i am talking very loud . it's like only violet can hear what i am talking norh ! she sit so far also KP . nabei ! then the trip to LJ , i just open my mouth only . suay suay she walk to the back . THEN SCOLD ME . CB LAHS ! SHE SAY I KEEP TALKING . WAH LAO WHICH EAR OF HERS HEARD WORH S! by the way , hp was low battery then had to borrow jiarong's . then sms here and there . the phone damn big can ?! lmaso ! whatever . then the LJ best part was the hawker . damn fun . it's like me elaine yanping weihao choonhan sit together . then we bought the CHAO GUO TIAO then we nearly couldnt finish . the class is like standing next to us waiting for us xp then only i and choon han finished . choonhan damn poor thing . i keep forcing him to eat . i say I TREAT YOU , YOU DARE TO DONT FINISH ?! lmaos ! after that went school and library and took neoprints with elaine . SHE DAMN CUTE LAHS ! then i went home le . slept at 11 woke up at 4 chiong math portfolio again .
today . went school blah blah . nothing much just that i still LOVE mrs yeo and her history lesson =D oh yeah , i am forever smsing in class if my handphone got battery and money . lmaos ! i keep my phone in pencil case . then jiarong say i sms like looking for things in my pencil case SO COOL !! =D
after school had dance rehersal . WE SUCKED , DEAD le lah ! damn lousy can !? after the rehersal i almost cry . it was HORRIBLE . we were so NOT NICE can ?! hais
i miss the gang . everyone . ohhhh , I AM DAMN ANGRY WITH ONE PERSON IN MY CLASS OH FUCK ! MANS ! SHE SUCKS I CANNOT STAND HER MAN ! HELP ME !!!!! AHHHHHS .
i miss my gang =( at times , i looked around in hall , parade square for my gang . it's like i've found them and they are happy chatting amongst themselves and i sat there . thinking whether i am part of the gang . whether i should belong in the gang anot . hais . it's like they're always so close and i am far away from them . sitting in hall , parade square and pratically everything . i couldnt be with them . hardly .
currently being very emotional . so hope you all dont call me names because i dont think i will be ale to accept and i might just cry in front of you . MAN HELP !!
10:55 PM
alone in the rain;
][x loner * ;;
- ` szeling
- ` 13 ; 20 march
- ` female ; pisces
- ` loner ; single
- ` dancer ; student
- ` emotional ; ugly
- ` lame ; crappy
- ` noisy ; loud
- ` weird ; strange
- ` wild ; irritating
beloved things
][ stars
][ lollipops ; candy canes
][ mentos ; m & m
][ movies ; songs
][ handphone ; computer
hatred
_* backstabbers ; betrayers
_* liars ; ACBC
